- Circles - Monday, July 05, 2010

Its funny how many things come full circle (full oval maybe, because theyre never conventional circles). Like, my friend who was frenemies (haven't heard that word in a while eh?, another circle)... with this dude is now in love with the dudes younger sister, four years later, and has to deal with the dude as like.. a family member? hehe.
or people you had those weird initial intuitive feelings about, and then later reconnect with... in weird ways.
Maybe its just me comparing first impressions to how ive gotten to know people along the way. It's kind of amusing :P
I care so much about him. Not like him. Don't like him anymore, nope nope nope. (FINALLY.). but I care so much, because he always, always has me worried, and i feel like the prickly wrongs of his life and his mind keep innoportunely jabbing themselves into my world. And i can't just ignore these things... even though, obviously, 9 out of 10 times i go LOOKing for them.
It's because I'm a retard, and because it's summer. what more can i say
In other news, WHERE ARE YOU?????
SHIT GIRL
what ive gleaned from facebook creeping is about all i know.
in other other news im now doing research in a lab with bird lice... its surprisingly exciting. but thats just because i love research...and bio... and science.. and getting myself out of the house for twelve hours every day, plus seeing people, is only making it better.
Now if i could only kill him and be over with caring...

4 Comments:

At 12:07 AM, Blogger Ruthie said...

ahhhh sorrysorry i'm in taiwan now, soo much has happened and WHO THE HELL IS THIS GUY YOU KEEP REFERENCING?! i know nothing about your life, but i love that jitters poem. i'm teaching underprivileged children in a fishing village for two weeks, then i'm touring with the AID program for a week, then staying with family for another week. flah! everything's really different, i have to go now but long story short megi's gone (the airport goodbye was sooo bad...), there's still a lot of shit that went down that i need to tell you about, trav and i are still "exclusively dating", at least until he goes to boston university in the fall, and...yeah. i'm in taiwan. hahah BIRD LICE i love it! very you.
i'll put a blog post up later, i'm going surfing! i LOVE YOU. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVe
ps: viva espana! hahahah suck it netherlands

 
At 10:00 PM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

mahahaha... check yer email baby!
quessstion..is trav the dude you also made out with last fall?? thats what i remember the name sounding like.

 
At 6:22 PM, Blogger Ruthie said...

hahahah yesssssssssss, yes he is. full circle what? i never told you the sir nicholas story, i don't think. it's okay, there's nothing really to tell. jerk.

 
At 8:19 PM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

you told me... im pretty sure. i dunno, when we have our ginormous phone convo after youre back in the states, ill make sure ;)

 

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