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Friday, June 13, 2008
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SHEEYIT BITCH
Shoot boy
Even premium potatoes from the premium land of soviet russia cannot save me now.
I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it
I just got back from a week long astronomy camp in Arizona, and it was completely AMAZING. Like no joke, one of the most amazing experiences of my life. I watched a comet literally move through the sky, through long-resolution pictures from the CCD camera attached to the twelve-inch telescope. At three in the morning, I watched Jupiter's moon Io disappear behind Jupiter's shadow. I looked at orbital patterns, i saw the sombrero galazy, i asked questions about our glorious sun, i learned tons of things. I watched the constellations turn with the sky and the international space station pass glowing pink
and i watched Tristan, the counselor.
huh
not again
like honestly i really REALLY really REALLY REALLY REALLY don't care if I'm spending time with a hot older guy. Of course it's an added benefit, and I'm not saying it's unpleasant, you know...Your average hot older guy is fun, but no big deal.
I hate it that he was flirting with me though. I mean, WHY?
WHY DOES HE HAVE TO DO THAT? HUH??????HUH????HUHUHUHUHUH?????
this is SO stupid and i am so tired of getting incredibly infatuated and thrilled and flirty and adrenaline-rushed over guys that I'm never going to have anyways.
He is twenty-one years old and admittedly very cute, but there was another even cuter counselor fitting this description, and i had no problems with HIM.
Admittedly I tried to flirt (notice the word tried....HAHAHAHAA I MEAN as far as i know, though ruthie says I'm wrong, I am pretty much incapable of flirting!!!:P) with him just a little, just like all the other giggly teenage girls up there. He dealt with it in a perfectly respectable manner, innocently ignoring and dispelling all passes except for those from his fellow (ENGAGED) counselor.
Now, i know Tristan teases everyone from time to time, and he is very well-liked, and girls think he's cute, so I definitely did just think he was naturally flirty and kind of tried to pass it off. But it didn't work, because after a while, he wasn't flirting with my friends, just me. Ass
He teased me pretty much every waking moment, He'd make goofy eyes at me, he made me a cup of tea at Kitt Peak Observatory, he found me funny, I guess he found me cute, in some weirdass way and i know he was watching me fool around with the other counselors. But i HATE it. I mean, any and everybody would like to be noticed by a cute, likeable guy, right? I'll say i tried to get noticed a little too, but he could have just not taken it that far
it really hurt.
ill get over it lol i mean other than him my life is totally amazing, right? I have to find out about soccer tryouts, and kick ass at them. Before soccer conditioning i have to run every morning. I'm going to try to take german at the U, because were going to Germany again for a week this summer. (AIIIIIIGGGGHHHHHHTTTT!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH YAY) I am getting my wisdom teeth removed next wednesday :O
I have to hang out a lot, do my summer reading, and find either a job or a volunteer position. This summer is going to be so awesome
I think i kind of like hormones...they're kind of like a drug. Like, I've gotten thirteen hours of sleep over the past three days because of all of our observing, but I didn't crash once. I crashed today, though, right as I boarded the plane in Tucson. I was completely BAWLING for nooooo reason when my dad picked me up from the airport after i landed in SLC.
mmmmmmm
mmmm
mm hahah
ha
So yeah I hope everyone is enjoying their first week of summer. Post
I am such a dork
SHEEYIT
Twenty meters, straight up G
Thats how long my telescope is
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