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Saturday, February 25, 2006
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"Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand."
I love you
and I love your heart
Your smile
Your face
I love my life
And I know it's so wonderful.
And yet, I cry.
My parents have no excuse for what they do to me.
I want to crush them so often that it hurts ME now.
Why did it have to become like this?
We just used to love each other.
In silence.
COMFORTABLE silence.
But now my silence is questioned, and shattered.
My thoughts are jagged.
My every move has a hidden motive.
Why?
I am secretive but..............
Never cared about it this much.
It would all b e solved if you would just
Go to hell.
I don't understand what you said. I know what you meant, I exploded, and then i cried.
And nothing worked.
My toenails can be hidden within my shoes
But my heart doesn't hide.
And it opens with the tears.
"Every tear means something"
Means something MORE than my sensitivity.
Means something more than him.
Or for that matter, her.
I don't cry FOR you
I cry for the world.
I loved.
I was free.
And now you try to cage me.
And my heart.
I will fight your bonds
So lift your hands
I will fly away.
So lift your eyes.
What are you doing?
Following traditions and complying with your ancestors?
Your ancestors were shit.
No offense.
So look at me.
Look at my face.
I love you.
You help me.
But you need to let go of your beleifs
Your world
Your race.
I don't care if it defines you
It will no longer define me.
I HATE your sexist ancestors.
I hate your mother, dad.
Do you know what she thinks of me?
My mother?
My existence?
The fact that i am a girl?
What do you think?
"Thoughts choke less than tears."
I am stronger than you, I am strong in the mind, the heart, the body, but most importantly
I am strong in love
and strong in opinion.
My voice is soft
But it rings truer than I do.
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22 Comments:
oh, honey. *sighs sympathetically*
even if your parents don't support you, I always will. you know that, right??
you ARE a strong person, kams. i KNOW you can gather up the shattered peices of your dreams, dignity, your passions, and muster up the courage to be MORE mature than your mom and dad and to be able to see past their biased veiws that are smothering you with their...normalty.
honey. honeyhoneyhoneyhoney.
please don't tell me you really flipped your parents off.
LMAO
yeaah i sorta did....he he he he.
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*spazzing out*
*computers going haywire*
wtf? kams,I thought you knew better than that!!
holy sh....
he he he he he........well, they were driving me insane, what could i do?
lol.
maybe something other than that...
what do you want to change it to?
i forgot the URL u have to go to.
ruthie, do you remember it?
plz say u do!
er....
blogskins.com or somethin like that I guess....
and kamala, I cannot even BEGIN to imagine what they did!
okay, well, what did they do???
lol... i flipped my dad off once.... he laughed... but was really mad when he realized i was serious... so i sort of ran away and locked myself in my bed room. then i started laughing. sometimes... i jus tdon't think, you know?
lol
oh god I can't even BEGIN to imagine what my parents would do to me if I flipped em off.
*sucks air in through teeth*
her momma found her old blog
*shakes head sadly*
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TALK ABOUT
TEENAGE HORMONES!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU, BUT THIS IS CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT THEN AGAIN AREN'T WE ALL!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I agree.
your old momster found this blog?!?!?
oh. right. angie's momster. visit my blog. girlies, pleaze.
oh poor you hons.
whaT?
I meant that she isn't usually home when I am online. she is now though
okay then. hi.
mulch.
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