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Monday, July 05, 2010
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Its funny how many things come full circle (full oval maybe, because theyre never conventional circles). Like, my friend who was frenemies (haven't heard that word in a while eh?, another circle)... with this dude is now in love with the dudes younger sister, four years later, and has to deal with the dude as like.. a family member? hehe. or people you had those weird initial intuitive feelings about, and then later reconnect with... in weird ways. Maybe its just me comparing first impressions to how ive gotten to know people along the way. It's kind of amusing :P I care so much about him. Not like him. Don't like him anymore, nope nope nope. (FINALLY.). but I care so much, because he always, always has me worried, and i feel like the prickly wrongs of his life and his mind keep innoportunely jabbing themselves into my world. And i can't just ignore these things... even though, obviously, 9 out of 10 times i go LOOKing for them. It's because I'm a retard, and because it's summer. what more can i say In other news, WHERE ARE YOU????? SHIT GIRL what ive gleaned from facebook creeping is about all i know. in other other news im now doing research in a lab with bird lice... its surprisingly exciting. but thats just because i love research...and bio... and science.. and getting myself out of the house for twelve hours every day, plus seeing people, is only making it better. Now if i could only kill him and be over with caring...
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