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| -  - | Thursday, January 31, 2008 |  
| :(..... i think i either am anemic or have a mild form of mono
 
 
 ive been tired and lacking in energy...but its a different kind of tiredness, you know what i mean? its kind of the 'im about to pass out/collapse/fall asleep suddenly' tired rather than the exhaustion and deep fatigue thing. and when i try to work out, I CANT. ITS SCARY.
 
 
 
 
 
 like my last soccer game was last saturday, and i was totally fine and great and dandy. and then, i tried to run on tuesday. it was horrible, there was like no energyn my muscles. i forced myself through 25 minutes. i did that again today. and after i finished i felt like i just wanted to drop down and sleep right there. when i tried on wednesday i simply could not and just didnt run that day.
 
 
 haha
 
 
 i dunno
 
 
 im not depressed. im quite happy and all. its something physical i thiiiiink......
 
 
 im also yawning a lot lately, which makes me think its anemia
 
 
 the other symptom of anemia that i exhibit (which is admittedly kind of embarrasing) is the lack of sexual interest........but you know what i mean right? for the past 2-3 weeks its been kinda like that for me.
 
 
 ahem
 
 
 thanks for taking the time for that
 
 
 hahahaa
 
 
 i just have to say......that i hope youre enjoying black swan green
 
 
 amor para todos
 
 
 i thinkt that was rather incorrect
 
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| -  - | Thursday, January 24, 2008 |  
| okay hell, did you know that norah jones is ravi shankars daughter?
 
 CUZ IDIDNT
 thats so weird
 (ravi shankar is a rlly famous indian musician)
 i didnt know she was half indian.....i actually thought she was half black
 huh
 
 in other news
 i looked up some clips of brokeback mtn on youtube......i REALLY want to see that movie now
 (RIP heath ledger. thou art hot and talented)
 anyways........have you ever watched two gorgeous guys make out?
 it is SO FUCKING HOT
 
 haha my convo in creative writing class w/ the senior who sits at our desk group
 me: its sooo sad heath ledger died.... i really want to see brokeback mountain
 justin: all you want to see is heath ledgers ass
 me: ........
 justin: i know your ways
 me:....okay, yeah
 
 ruthie is FIFTEEN TOMORROW
 :O
 im not gonna spoil the surprise but lets just say.....an amazing one is on its way. :)
 i guess that counts as spoiling
 LOVE!
 -kam
 
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