- - Monday, May 15, 2006 SING A SAD SONG cuz i HAD A BBAD DAy dam i love that song. i wish i would get sick so i can sit at home and watch tv the WHOLE DAY! alone! i could definetly play hookey but there is only a certain point to which hookey is believable. and in fron t of my mother thats not unless you're about to die. ARGH! Im cold and tired and i should sleep but no. i cant/wont. im sn idiot. i think that i would make a good lawyer. i can stick with a stupid argument forever. i hate when i get all these little voices in my head saying things that make me guilty. its depressing, and i feel like a big dumb butt when im like "stoooop" Sometimes i just wish it were all perfect. but we would leave with all the notions of whatever. like the perfect guy would ask you out, your parents would be totally accomodating, you would be amazingly succesful at everything you attempted - a golden day awarded only to someone who has had a really crummy day(s) recently. wouldnt you like to melt into a marshmallow? Watch Gilmore Girls reruns on the couch when everyone else is at school. just a golden day. it comes so seldom. if you had nothing to look forward to you would go insane. there;s the problem. and you would cry. like right now. huge wells of tears in my heart cant get up to my eyes. and im happy cuz even tho it makes you feel better....its a crummy experience. I need that golden day. Because i know something's wrong when i couldnt care less what you thought.

posted by Kick-butt soccer star @ 9:08 PM [[ 29 comments ]]

- Courage - Monday, May 01, 2006 1. Girls are never afraid to have fun. We can make the simplest thing the most entertaining thing, plunge into it head first with laughter and pure joy. 2.Girls are not afraid to love. We love with all our heart, and our mind, and our soul. We shove aside the risk factor, because tears are okay, but love is a lot more than okay. 3. Girls are not afraid to express themselves. The reason that when you give your friend a hug, or even a kiss, you are not considered a lesbian: girls have bravely hugged and loved friends as FRIENDS for like ages, so now its considered friend-love not lesbian-love. were luckier than the guys, YAH. :D 4. When women get pregnant many have the courage not to back out the whole painful, nauseous, shitty nine months. Others are brave enough to abort when they know it would go against the principles of their family and friends and worlds and traditions - follow their hearts. We are brave and strong. You are brave and strong. Remember that, luv. :)

posted by Kick-butt soccer star @ 5:23 PM [[ 11 comments ]]