- - Monday, January 09, 2006

Every time I plunge into its mysterious and inviting depths, I meet a wall of solid ice.







What is my life?




When i am frustrated, sad, or just worn out, i cry.

why?



I am not one person. I don't know who I am. Every time I get closer to finding myself, all my clues slip away.


And?



I don't want to be just your normal, average, human being. I want to stand out. I want to have a voice. I want to make a difference.


Then go make a difference.




I try. I try hard. I try all the time. But as I reach, It flies higher.

What is It?



My dreams. My hopes. My wishes. My life.



You have a life. A wonderful life, compared to so many other people.

I know! But, every time i try to discover myself within my wonderful life........i can't.

Every time I plunge into it's mysterious and inviting depths, I meet a wall of solid ice.

what is my life?





14 Comments:

At 8:49 AM, Blogger Dryad said...

you have one? lol, i'm sorry.


I've no advice for you. I'm hoping that if i hang on, someday soemthing will happen. I've been waiting for a long time. Nothing has happened. lol

 
At 2:10 PM, Blogger Ruthie said...

get your ass out there and do somethin about it, for pete's sakes. you need to learn to appreciate the little things in life; the things that don't seem to have a meaning but actually do. it's weird. i might sound like a big hypocrite for saying all this, cuz i just am.. but just think about it. its hard to put into words...

 
At 7:22 PM, Blogger Ruthie said...

p.s. its beautiful. it really is. I like it.

 
At 10:23 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

woah this is so cool i cant believe i can leave a comment here even though i dont have a username thing....by the way this is vered...lol anywayz i totally no wat u mean i feel the same way and truthfully, i dont have any advice... well atleast not good advice.haha. Well i guess we just have 2 deal with it until somethin happens in our lives! keep in touch~ Vered

 
At 1:40 PM, Blogger Ruthie said...

hi... i'm ruthie. the "special" one.



and I'm screwed. but everyone already knows that.

 
At 3:41 PM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

HI VERED! AWESOME YOU COULD COME HERE!

luv ya always!

vered meet ruthie
ruthie meet vered.

 
At 5:34 PM, Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

you know what i've been realising? well, everyone goes around talking about how they don't know what the point to life is, and that life is so difficult and they can't figure it out etc etc etc, and then they're all depressed. you know what? i think we do it just because we think it's cool. when i really think about my life i realize life isn't hard and isn't miserable. i love life and i enjoy living and i am not depressed and i don't think there is anything to figure out.

but yes, i do feel like you do sometimes.

 
At 5:59 PM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

yes, i agree. but, as i said in the post, i love my LIFE! but i can't find myself within my life. and trust me, i am not depressed.

 
At 1:45 PM, Blogger Ruthie said...

life. to me, life is living it to its full potential and learning new things. it doesn't matter how hard your life is, or how short it was lived, its how you lived it.


live like there's no tomorrow.
you can't find yourself in your life? okay. do you wanna know what that tells me?

its not your life that's the problem. its you. only when you truly discover your own path can you truly discover the meaning of life.

thats why we're here complaining about it.

becuz we haven't discovered oursleves yet.

and don't give me any bullshit, because you all know its true.

 
At 2:48 PM, Blogger heidi said...

Kamala, you know why you feel like this? You don't believe in any forever. So you feel like who cares? But inside you know that there's something more. You may not want to show it on the outside, but come on. IT'S TRUE. You know what I know? Some sort of life WILL last forever! So you need to step upand do your part for the whatever life that will be forever. You know that the three imortant things that we need to do is? Be kind, spread your good out! Learn, obtain all the knowledge you can. Third, Get some sort of hope in your life, or else you will live every day in pointless misery!

 
At 8:25 PM, Blogger Ruthie said...

hem. I don't see kamala that way. she does live her life the way she wants it to. everybody at some point in life will realize what the full potential in their life is and kamala is the type of person who will acheive that potential. you'll see.

besides, she's too wrapped up dissing bush right now...



god I feel like a shrink.

 
At 2:58 PM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

what's a shrink?

thanks ruthie, that makes me feel better!

 
At 4:56 PM, Blogger Ruthie said...

a shrink is a pyschologist.

 
At 2:05 PM, Blogger Kick-butt soccer star said...

NO! vered is my friend from california! and she's a girl!

 

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